Blind me with the bright light of your ambivalence,
Smother me with your airy sense of discord
Drown me in your tears of self interest
Crush me with the weight of your Martyrdom-
Shock me by caring about someone other than yourself-
Friday, August 23, 2013
Shock me
Blind me with the bright light of your ambivalence,
Smother me with your airy sense of discord
Drown me in your tears of self interest
Crush me with the weight of your Martyrdom-
Shock me by caring about someone other than yourself-
Sunday, June 9, 2013
Religion is what reminds you to keep on living
Religion is what speaks to your heart. This envelops my heart,reverbates around it, rejuvenates it and reminds me that its okay to live.
Wake up, son of mine...
Momma got something to tell you
Changes come
Life will have it's way
With your pride, son
Take it like a man
Suck it up, son of mine
There's things on your horizon
Changes come
Keep your dignity
Take the high road
Take it like a man
Listen up, son of mine
Momma got something to tell you
All our growing pains
Life will pound away
Where the light don't shine, son
Take it like a man
Suck it up, son of mine
Storms on your horizon
Changes come
Keep your dignity
Take the high road
Take it like a man
Momma said, like the rain
like a kidney stone
its just a broken heart, son
this pain will pass away
this pain will pass away
this, too will pass away
this pain will pass away
Wake up, son of mine...
Momma got something to tell you
Changes come
Life will have it's way
With your pride, son
Take it like a man
Suck it up, son of mine
There's things on your horizon
Changes come
Keep your dignity
Take the high road
Take it like a man
Listen up, son of mine
Momma got something to tell you
All our growing pains
Life will pound away
Where the light don't shine, son
Take it like a man
Suck it up, son of mine
Storms on your horizon
Changes come
Keep your dignity
Take the high road
Take it like a man
Momma said, like the rain
like a kidney stone
its just a broken heart, son
this pain will pass away
this pain will pass away
this, too will pass away
this pain will pass away
Monday, June 3, 2013
Heal
Gotta keep telling myself, that for all the hundreds of actions I regret, that there are thousands of actions that I'm proud of...
I know I'm a good man..
Don't I ?
Fuck.
How do you outweigh the pain, the guilt of one evil act?
How many times do you have to make up for pain that you have caused?
And...
Do you?
Can you, ever?
The Haunting is fitting, deserving.
No God to judge- No heavenly gates to pass-
Just hope that some whose paths you crossed, were blessed for that crossing. You cannot "tip the scales" against your misdeeds. But, you can heal as good as ever you hated.
Don't do it to save your soul- Do it to save theirs-
I know I'm a good man..
Don't I ?
Fuck.
How do you outweigh the pain, the guilt of one evil act?
How many times do you have to make up for pain that you have caused?
And...
Do you?
Can you, ever?
The Haunting is fitting, deserving.
No God to judge- No heavenly gates to pass-
Just hope that some whose paths you crossed, were blessed for that crossing. You cannot "tip the scales" against your misdeeds. But, you can heal as good as ever you hated.
Don't do it to save your soul- Do it to save theirs-
Monday, May 27, 2013
Love Thine Enemy- for your own sake
Damn... reading about some despicable doings-
Whatever "side" you find yourself on- DON'T let yourself become part of the problem. If you are a christian- Put what is right before your politics. If you are atheist- do the same. Don't become a part of the problem- It's easy to take the humanity away from your enemies, and, in doing so- allow yourself the ability to commit atrocity.
Love thine enemy- and you kill the atrocity before it is borne- and before you allow yourself to justify committing it. If we can all do this- we might just save the world. It's a lot easier to hate than it is to love. I might just find a lot more to love about Jesus- IF i could find more christians who understood what the fuck he was talking about
Whatever "side" you find yourself on- DON'T let yourself become part of the problem. If you are a christian- Put what is right before your politics. If you are atheist- do the same. Don't become a part of the problem- It's easy to take the humanity away from your enemies, and, in doing so- allow yourself the ability to commit atrocity.
Love thine enemy- and you kill the atrocity before it is borne- and before you allow yourself to justify committing it. If we can all do this- we might just save the world. It's a lot easier to hate than it is to love. I might just find a lot more to love about Jesus- IF i could find more christians who understood what the fuck he was talking about
Friday, May 10, 2013
Finding her heart
Conversation:
Me: Today my failures are starker. I kneel down before a fate I know that I have brought upon myself and I want easy ways out.
Please- save me...
Her:
Me: Just another day of taking care of everyone but myself. I will be so glad when the girls are out of the house and i can breathe my own air,
Her:
Me: God, I am close to tears, and I never cry. I wish you were here, my fantasy made flesh, just to hold you for a brief moment and fall into my own heart wrapped up around you- giving you my everything for even just a moment.
Her:
Me: You know, i don't give a damn how you interpret it, or even if you believe it- I love you. Its just as strong now as it ever was. And i'm even sorry for telling you this.
Her:
Me: You are you- I am not in love with your figure or your attitude- I'm in lovew with the way you've looked at me, the way your body shudders when i kiss u like you don't even trust yourself with me.I love your sadness and your neediness and i love your confidence and your smile- the one that makes my heart burn itself down inside just to see it.
Me: Today my failures are starker. I kneel down before a fate I know that I have brought upon myself and I want easy ways out.
Please- save me...
Her:
Me: Just another day of taking care of everyone but myself. I will be so glad when the girls are out of the house and i can breathe my own air,
Her:
Me: God, I am close to tears, and I never cry. I wish you were here, my fantasy made flesh, just to hold you for a brief moment and fall into my own heart wrapped up around you- giving you my everything for even just a moment.
Her:
Me: You know, i don't give a damn how you interpret it, or even if you believe it- I love you. Its just as strong now as it ever was. And i'm even sorry for telling you this.
Her:
Me: You are you- I am not in love with your figure or your attitude- I'm in lovew with the way you've looked at me, the way your body shudders when i kiss u like you don't even trust yourself with me.I love your sadness and your neediness and i love your confidence and your smile- the one that makes my heart burn itself down inside just to see it.
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
Unquick Fixes
...When you can't identify the evil in your own heart, you are well and truly fucked. It's easy to point out what's wrong with the world. Find whats wrong with YOU- and thats the only way you'll ever make the world a better place.
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