Life will really, really get you down if you try to hold on to "being cool".
I was cool once. But, Old aint cool. Not by a longshot.
You will drive yourself mad trying to hold on to your youth.
Let - it - Go.
Embrace the important things in life (FINALLY!) and give up your wet dreams of fame and fortune.
For me- I'm a really great dad. But that shit just dont seem all that damn exciting. And, its not. But- its a worthwhile reason for existence. Being a cool guy who bangs multiple different women each week- is definitely well, for lack of a better term- fucking cool. But, its a lot of work. Back when it was easy- well, it was a lot cooler. Now, its all a big fucking drag on my illusion of self worth.
So, I guess I am trying to convince myself to give up my decadent whoredog ways and simply be "the dad.". I knOw I'm good at it. I KNOW that nothing else actually makes me feel accomplished. It just seems so mundane sometimes.
I got to wrap my head around the important shit and let this youth fall away. Youth is fun, fucking, and above all- Folly. And its good, goddamn its so good.
But I realize that time has passed.It's time to give up my dreams of and for myself- and start realizing the dreams of my kids.
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