Hate gives way to exhaustion... And exhaustion brings unexpected peace.. bliss even.
It takes energy to hate. And when you've boiled away all the angst, when the all-fiery passion cools, you are left with the resignation of thought.
And, in those moments, the only energy you end up expending is Truth, of a sort.
I ended it with my "lover" - if thats what you can call it. Really, i cant. And i'm pretty sure thats not how she'd describe me. Not if she was being honest.
Attention Deficit Disorder Deviants.
Indulging whims, sacrificing sanctity for a moment's self absorbtion
Sinning for the sake of sinning
Anyway, I told her today that i was tired of her brand of poison
I cannot tell you if she heard me at all
Maybe she'll notice when i dont return her calls.
Maybe, she won't.
Maybe neither of us give a damn, nor did we ever.
Ah, Love. When you hate yourself, you can put up with so MUCH>
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